Saturday, October 29, 2005
Patience...
Will there be more tests...? Who knows! but anyway, my appointment is set for Wed., Nov. 2nd at 9:45 am & hopefully then, we'll have more answers to this on-going mystery of whatever this thing is that's lurking around inside my neck.
Last week I wanted to scream; this week I want to cry but there just aren't any tears to come out. So I sit empty, and yet not so...like a volcano with all this molten lava churning deep within. I don't know when or where or even if I'll erupt. Maybe I'll just lie dormant forever. Who knows!
The waiting is the hardest part. I just want to get this over with & move on... Why oh why did I ever pray for the gift of patience???
Last week I wanted to scream; this week I want to cry but there just aren't any tears to come out. So I sit empty, and yet not so...like a volcano with all this molten lava churning deep within. I don't know when or where or even if I'll erupt. Maybe I'll just lie dormant forever. Who knows!
The waiting is the hardest part. I just want to get this over with & move on... Why oh why did I ever pray for the gift of patience???
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